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Thursday, May 04, 2006

That truckload of uncertainties feel featherlite

Nostalgia, deal with it.
Boris and I broke off yesterday. I cannot say I'm entirely happy about it but I'm glad that it happened this way instead of the other. We sort of talked over the phone about how things were working and how we were going to improve it. We were actually under the wrong impressions that we were avoiding each other. To a certain extent, you can say thats kind of untrue because I am sometimes guilty of shunning away. But today was better. He said this before we hung up: "OK, so tomorrow when we see each other I say good morining to you and you say good morning to me." Apperently it didn't substentiate, but what the heck. Tomorrow's another day. I'm just glad we made a clear cut on things, and that I would not have to worry about being hung up or pressurising him anymore. I won't deny that I like him still, so YES! I still like him. And he still likes me too. Call me foolish but, I'ma happy girl. And Boris is the one and only guilty of making me like that (:

Because, love

Because of love,
the sky paints rainbows every morning
Because of love,
Those memories mean millions more than what I'm livin'
Because of love,
Everything seems perfect even if I wake on the other side of bed
Because of love,
I can find the strength to pull through the running dates
Because of love,
Cain & Abel wrap each other in hugs
Because of love,
Aries & Venus kiss and make up
Because of love,
I convince myself of your need to be free
Because of love,
I stare blankly at the phone screen for your message to me
Because of love,
countless nights I had to count sheep to slumber
Because of love,
I'll endure so our future would last forever
Because of love,
an outbreak of pimples pop out from no where
Because of love,
my diet turned upside down & my stomach's bare
Because of love,
chocolates taste bitter, coffee tastes sweet
Because of love,
small seems the task of of making heaven & earth meet
Because of love,
I'm going to let you puppet me with nylon-coated strings
Because of love,
I'll hide those tears of reluctance for the long waitings
Because of love,
we'll cross impossible dimensions together
Because of love,
I'll embrace your love that ends at never
Because of love,
these dreadful days seem to be worth
Because of love,
I'll wait as long as we are CJ smurfs
Because of love,
I'll pull through
Because of love,
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!

(:

Joke of the day!
"So we'll be friends like before."
"Sure!"
Haha, I was making a statement, not asking a question. He sounded like he thought I was asking if we could be like before. But in fact, I was just ensuring that we'd be like before. He's so cute and he knows he is.

~~I'm just glad its finally over, and beginning again.~~

& I'm lovin' it
21:01

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