SAMANTHA FOO.
SMURFIE
1T10'06 2T10'07
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
It eats you alive
And burns through your skin
I feel friikin bad. I'ma mean girl. I was being childish, wanting not to lose and all. I want to say sorry, but I can't. I told him I wasn't sorry. And that I'd send him a postcard from J2 next year. I'm doing everything so that I can regret later. How smart right. Shit it. Tomorrow's going to be hell. I know he probably hates me now. Its going to be hell not because it's him. I'm over him. Its going to be hell even if it wasn't him. That thing I did, would do no justice to anyone. I would feel like this even if it were someone else. I know I did something wrong. And I'm apologetic. I really am. I said what I said out of anger. Maybe because Liverpool was playing like shit yesterday too, although they won. Truthfully, if I weren't a Liverpool fan, I'd feel unfair for West Ham United. West Ham really wowed the audience yesterday! But too bad Liverpool had a better goal-keeper. So back to the point, maybe I was agitated with their performance. Maybe him too. Thats why.
I can't even imagine the tension there's going to be.
I feel Fuck.
Please forgive me.
On another note,
BENN OWES ME ONE WEEK'S SUPPLY OF DRINKS BECAUSE HE BET THAT WEST HAM WOULD WIN. OBVIOUSLY HE WAS BEING A GOON. HAHA!
LIVERPOOL ROCKS!
I'm keeping January all the way to 21st March.
You can take the rest back if you want.
& I'm lovin' it
21:36
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