SAMANTHA FOO.
SMURFIE
1T10'06 2T10'07
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
I NEED TO DIG A HOLE IN THE GROUND
AND BURY MYSELF 600 FEET UNDER.
I NEED TO PULL THE TRIGGER 60 TIMES
WITH ITS BURROWS ALL LOADED.
I NEED TO STAB MYSELF UPTEEN TIMES
AND UPTEEN WOULD STILL BE TOO LITTLE.
I NEED TO CRY BUCKETS FULL OF TEARS
EVEN IF MY EYEBALLS DROP OUT.
I NEED TO GORGE MYSELF DOWN WITH FISHBALLS
AND HOTDOGS AND BURGERS AND MEATLOAFS.
I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD NOW.
BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE ARE READING THIS AND ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO.
AND THAT DEFEATS THE PURPOSE OF THE TERM 'PRIVATE' I SUPPOSE.
SO THATS IT WORLD.
IF YOU DON'T SEE ME TOMORROW, PLEASE DON'T ATTEND MY FUNERAL.
BUT IF YOU DO SEE ME TOMORROW, PLEASE MURDER ME, THEN DON'T ATTEND MY FUNERAL TOMORROW.
& I'm lovin' it
19:29
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