4am wake up calls & little chatters behind.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

4am wake up call & little chatters behind

Let me just say that a tired and hungry woman is an annoyed and angry woman. So excuse my uncouth grammer and vocabulary.

01/ Fuck the fucking headache thats not getting better.
02/ Fuck those 3 blisters on my feet which were already there a week ago.
03/ Fuck the television for breaking down.
04/ Fuck those stubborn pimples on my face.
05/ Fuck Amanda Leong aka my mother for blaming my pimples on not enough sleep and not her facial foam which my skin may be over sensitive to. And being a petty bitch for going on about it the whole night! I didn't even say her foam was bad. I just said my skin maybe sensitive to it!!!!
06/ Fuck my tree trunk thigh
07/ Fuck all the assignments and homework and tests and exams that are coming.
08/ Fuck that my hair is super ugly because its short and that its taking eons to dry.
09/ Fuck this inflemmation in my throat.
And finally,
10/ Fuck it-
______i>That I always feel insecure about relationship problems.
______ii>That I still want him but I can't want him.
______iii>That I'm not trying hard enough when he is.
______iv>That he keeps ignoring my messages.
______v>That I have memories to cling onto.
______vi>That we were even together.
______vii>That we see each other everyday but treat each other like beautiful furniture too
_________too precious to touch.
______viii>That I take flight at every chance we have to talk.

Life's not as pathetic as it seems
Met Claire then Eileen in town and shuttled to Great World for lunch at Yoshinoya. It was Timberlux Flea at Havelock later, a mere 30cents added to $2.40 from Great World. Mindy's and her sister's stall was on the second floor, which was obviously more happening than below. OMFG! WE SAW MR LIM KIAN BOON, who looked young and hip mind you, WITH HIS WIFE AND BABY DAUGHTER!!! SUPERR ADORABLE!!! I SWEAR HER EYES WERE READING AN ESSAY TO US. I got 2 tops which were $11 altogher. A total steal, a rip-off. Claire and Eileen got sooooo much more than me. Goldie was there too. Then it was down to Claire Chua's place for a video. Supposedly Brokeback Mountain but it wasn't there so we settled for Drumline, which was the coolest! Then home I went.
We should have more outings together Girls!

Loved today, dreading tomorrow.
Just 3 history readings to complete since one is with Alvin still. I'm Sure!

Perk yourself up
We were at Macs yesterday and our dear choir couple Xinlong and Sharmaine cracked me up. This was the joke to remember. Said in the Hong Kong accent: " Man walk sideways into departure hall, sure going to Bangkok (bang cock)." Haha.

~~Uuuurrrrrgggghhhhh! No, I don't want a Kit-Kat! I don't need a time-out, I never did. Get it, Boris?~~

& I'm lovin' it
22:07

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