SAMANTHA FOO.
SMURFIE
1T10'06 2T10'07
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Monday, April 17, 2006
My imperfections are Perfect
Boy,
why don't you hit
rewind < <
And stop, then play.
Replay.
Just at that moment,
our moment,
stay on pause___
Forever (:
Fuck that. I don't even know, don't even have a clue of the shit thats going through. School's draining my energy out. I'm trying hard to play, not dig my heads into them books. Friendship never comes easy, even when it throws itself at you. You first think you made a friend, but in fact, its the cliche backstabbing routine. Definitely, there's bound to be ups and downs in one's life. And entering a JC isn't making it a smoother sailing path. Can't even take a chill pill. Can't even sleep with nothing in my head. The whole world seems like its revolving at an acceleration, leaving you stranded, trying to catch up. I still need time to think through alot of committments. But time and tide waits for no man. So I have to chopchop. But I cannot fucking chopchop with all the shit still happening and not getting a grasp of the kind of lifestlye that I'd be having permanantly. Who am I kidding?
Just let me scream in my own way. Fuck off from me. Don't cling on to me, I can't breathe. Don't ignore me, I can't breathe. Don't play games with me. Don't say I'm cute. You can laugh at me, cry for me, whatever.
Just let me be me.
& I'm lovin' it
18:18
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