4am wake up calls & little chatters behind.

Friday, April 14, 2006

1*Beep*2

I have to fes' up. Ever since we took a time out, You've been appearing in my dreams. And sometimes, they aren't pleasant although sometimes the are pleasing. And yesterday was a sad one. I dreamt that You and I were like what we are still, only you started smoking. And I hated it. Remember how we had that talk about You not smoking? Yeah. Other dreams like You hanging around another girl like now I used to hang to be the only girl hanging around You. But there were nice ones like back to Orientation 02 when You still had longer hair.

I guess I'm conmfortable with this pace now and its getting too comfortable. So thats why we have to pick up the pace a lil'. Just a wee bit. I just can't stop thinking of You. I think You can feel it too. When I message You, even if it's those not replyable messages, I do want like a simple one back too. But its OK, I understand and I'm used to it too. I hope You're having a whack time now. Cos' I just did just now at the beach till it started storming. Haha, and You were on my mind (:

I'm still waiting. And I'll still wait.
Boris, You got me easy.

& I'm lovin' it
14:36

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