SAMANTHA FOO.
SMURFIE
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
Chain of Fools
I feel ever since Him, all my posts have gone Crazy. I don't write like how I used to now. I've become so simple and naive. Like as if, no, not like as if, its like I've fallen into the Love Trap. I'm sure of it. It sounds so cheesy, but true. And for nothing I look for trouble and stress. For nothing I have to respond silly to little gestures that may not even mean anything at all. I don't even know. And I don't want to know. Cos' I have a feeling that he doesn't share the same feeling. Our smses are not like how it should be. Then again, how should it be? I really don't know. Is it because he is shy? Or am I thinking too much? Way too much? I know I want to tell him I like him. But people tell me I shouldn't. And those people are more experienced. Yet other people tell me to tell, give it a go. I really want to tell. But we are most probably going to be in the same class, and if it isn't going to work, i really hope that it doesn't affect anything. And according to all God of Love Librans I've seen, they all react positively. If it was a no, then we'd still be friends. And if it was a yes, then woohoo! I really don't want rejection. Rejection is the last thing on my mind now. If there's anything I'm afraid of, its rejection, and bugs. There, I said it. But I think I'll go ahead with it. Go with my head, my heart. And how to say it? I think I'll just keep it short, sweet and simple. I know its going to drag eventually, but for now, the plan is to tell him straight. No beating round the bushes. I have to work on the speech there. But I have to boost my guts first. He is a nice guy, kind, gentlemanly and all. I'm attracted to him. Well, hope all goes well.
faith embrace
& I'm lovin' it
19:33
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