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Sunday, February 19, 2006

We're all Cinderellas

unpredictable
>Getting kicked out of SI.
>Splurgin at every shopping outing.
>Make-up and dress-ups
>Turning more wild, more vulgar, more un-catholicish

unpredictable
Actually putting out the 'eternal' flame for mrkoh.<
And finding mranotherguy attractive, even if he's younger!<
Going out with ma chicks so often.<
Hangin with mathieu the clown.<
Amanda Tee Shi Hui the TOTAL ROCKR CHICK!!!<
Hate to say it but, 15 pts.<
Jiaoing so many classes. seriously, i thought i would be a goody2shoes.<
Liking Birkenstocks.<
Jiawei, Bennett, Bushy actually toppin the whole level ? like totally!<
Regretful of the Jiawei issue.<

stop your preachin'
Life is filled with so much inbalance. Good and evil, virtue and vice, anger and hapiness, love and hatred, and needless to say, the list goes on. Well it just struck her that life shouldn't just be all things that can be counted, things that can be guessed. In her opinion, life should be 25% predictable, and the rest unpredictable. Just like how she thought she'd be super Godly in CJC, she's now one of the more good turned bad people affected. And just like how she'd thought he was the one and the only, low and behold her target shifted, and even to a minor. She's takin chem too!! Life, however, cannot stay too unpredictable. Dont go doing everything that mirrors what you were doing. Its not healthy and not at all safe too. And if life were to be 100% unpredictable, then wouldn't it then be 100% predictable? Only the opposite of what was to be predicted. Total contradictory. Life must be filled with fear, for fear is excitement, with a lack of courage; life must also be filled with an attitude for risk-taking. What fun is there if there is no thrill in someone's life. Then that poor child would have a really protected comfort zone, really.

all turned kiddish to me

& I'm lovin' it
21:57

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