SAMANTHA FOO.
SMURFIE
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Friday, October 28, 2005
music sets her thinking
the past few days she has been finding excuses not to blog . but here she is now . her only motivation that got her fingers moving at the expense of her mind , was the power of song . its unique , how music can just set you on your feet , grooving it out . similarly , its wierd how music can set you weeping in one corner . and this girl gets affected by music , whether dull or bright , she can just switch from one extreme to the other just by the click of that reliable 'skip' button on her apple ipod nano . and yes , music does set her thinking of her lifes and its many splendours . and its more than many misfits . and this entry is evident of the somewhat claim stated above .
she has been burnt
tired of all life;s demands , she shuns away , again , from that figure that has been set ablur for months since march . she is fed up , no matter how much courage she manages to dig up from her guts even if she scrape its sides , no matter how many times she shoots hopeful glances and hints , or those uncontrollable twitches of her muscles right below her cheek . he just wouldnt budge . or at least , he sends the message to her that he wouldnt budge . so why ? she asks herself , why does she still want to cling on to this threatening cliff , one that is a thousand million feet above sea level . or rather , to her , its a thin silver lining that is half a cell thick . what does she get out of this relationship if it continues ? she is douptful , unsure , but still , she wishes to cling on , for at the end of that long and bumpy journey , appears to her as a smooth sailing ride . how promising is that . she holds on .
& I'm lovin' it
18:24
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