Monday, July 03, 2006
Currently in theI-Don't-Wanna-Go-Out-Until-I-Get-A-New-Pair-Of-Shoes
kinda of mood
The spoilt & pampered, they live strong.It's funny how disgustingly eeked, this feeling inside, the thought that I still like him. So shut up & smile because it's finally going away. But just so it's clear, this kinda feeling in me, it's predominantly shortlived.
Go ahead & ignore me. At least I know you're still affected by me.
Throw me those stillettoes, mascara & plunging neckline blouse. Sammy's gonna rock the house again.
Imagine MTV's Wild boys in the background, doing whatever whacked things they do, with a nice setting of a modern-furnished apartment. There's a pool in the living room too. & I'm just standing fore, hands tight to my ears, with the skin on the bridge of my nose all cringed up. My mouth is twice the size it goes and my eyes, a fine line with thick mascara and eyeliner. I'm just wearing a plain tubetop and jeans, body bent forward and my hair just flowing off my shoulder. If you can imagine this scene as I want you to, you'll know that I'd be screaming my lungs out at that. Excruciatingly pleasant.
Tomorrow's just your cock & bull story.
& I'm lovin' it
22:16
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