4am wake up calls & little chatters behind.

Friday, June 02, 2006

& on the right,
is Samantha in a state of loonatism

Someone emailed this to me & it never fails to knock sense into me:

Have you ever wondered which hurts most? Saying something you wished you hadn't, or saying nothing & wishing you had? The most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid of telling someone you love him or her. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs. Your heart decides whom it likes & whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on it's own- when you least expect it to, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was to hard to handle? When we tell lies, it is when we are afraid. Of what we don't know, of what others will think, & what would be found out about us later. Life is all about risks & requires you to jump. Con't be a person who has to look back & wonder what they would have done, or could have done. Always do things you won't regret doing. Follow your heart, not your head. Life has its unpredectabilities. Keep up with it. Don't stay on the safe side when you know that the grass is much greener on the other. Dare to Love.

I woke up at 330pm yesterday. So now, I cannot sleep. It's only 120am. So I am going to do quizzes (:

001: Real Name - Samantha Nicholle Foo Shi-Yin. (Fu Xu Yin)
002. Nickname - Sam, SamFoo, SammyFoo, Yanny, Nicky, Nicko.
003. Single or taken - Single, but my heart's taken.
004. Zodiac Sign - Aries, & proud of it.
005. Male or Female - Female.
006. Elementary School - Henry Park Pri
007. Ipod - Nano, 2GB, White. :)
008. How many buddies on your list - I have none. I'm a lonely girl (:
009. Friendster name: Samantha Foo.
010. Hair Color - From black to different shades of dark brown. I didn't colour it.
012. Hair Long or Short - In the middle.
014. Eye Color - Black
015. Are you health freak - When I'm growing fatter.
016. Height - 161.5cm. Like please make me 165 at least!!!
017. Do you have a crush on someone - Yes.
018. Do you like yourself - Sometimes.
019. Braces? - NEVER!
020. Think you're awesome? - I am!
021. Piercings - On the ears.
022. Tattoo - I'd love a sexy one.

Your 'Firsts'

024. Surgery - 5, when I broke my arm. The scar still refuses to go.
025. First piercing - Kindergarten.
026. First best friend - Sherri Anne Bernadette Choo Hui Yi. Can you believe it?!
027. First Award - Haha, Gold for primary school relay category on sports day.
028. First Sport You Joined - TENNIS, & STILL LOVIN IT!
029. First pet - Fish.
030. First vacation - Australia? 3 years old.
031. First Concert - I performed in it, choir concert in sec 1. Or 2?
032. First love - I was too young to know what love is. But I'm falling now.

Favorites

033. Favorite movie - Currently? XMEN 3! Funny how I haven't watched it yet.
034. Favorite tv show - DRAKE & JOSH!!!
035. Color - Gold, indigo, black. The colours on my blog. And I also like RED!
036. Music - Pussycatdolls. Only their songs.
039. Drink - Mocha Frappachino from Starbucks.
040. Body part not on the face - Waist.
041. Cartoon - Haha, spongebob.
042. Favorite piece of clothing - Can I have many many?
043. Brand Of Clothing - Guess, Zara, Topshop.
044. What do you sleep with - A white T-shirt & Black shorts. Don't ask why.
045. Favorite School - Henry Park Primary School.
046. Favorite Animal(s) - I like my doggies. Fullstop.
047. Favorite Book - I don't read books, so maybe the Little Miss & Mr collection.
048. Favorite Magazine - Seventeen, Cleo & Hotstuff.

Currently

049. Eating - Nothing.
050. I'm drinking - Nothing.
052. I'm about to - Sleep.
053. Listening to - My dog's snores.
055. Waiting For - A someone who will never come.
056. Watching - My hands type.
057. Wearing - Pajamas shirt & school shorts (The old ones, they're nice to sleep in!)

Your Future

058. Want Kids - Yes, a pair of twins & maybe more.
059. Want to Get Married - Yes, then I'll get kids right.
060. Careers in Mind - Singer. But that's quite impossible, so Psycologist.

Which is better with the Opposite Gender

068. Lips or Eyes - Eyes.
069. Hugs or Kisses - Hugs. They just give the funny fuzzy feeling.(The truth? Never kissed. My lips are virgin (:)
070. Shorter or Taller - Taller, DUH!
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - Romance is a must have, Spontaneous adds bonus points.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - Definitely the abs.
074. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship - Relationship.
076. Sweet or Caring - Sweetly caring. Haha.
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - TROUBLE MAKER please.

Have you ever

078. Kissed a Stranger - No.
079. Drank bubbles - YES!! Haha, in sec 2. Super fun.
080. Lost glasses/contacts - Shades counted?
081. Ran Away From Home - Yes.
082. Broken a bone - When I was 5.
083. Got an X-ray - When I broke the bone.
084. Broken Someone's Heart - I guess I did to a few. I'm sorry!
086. Turned Someone Down - Those hearts I broke. But I never turned dates down (:
087. Cried When Someone Died - Yes.
088. Cried at school - A few times.

Do You Believe In

089. God - I'm doing my best to be a better catholic. Do I?
090. Miracles - Always.
091. Love at first sight - Yes I do.
093. Aliens - That's just ridiculous.
094. Magic - Sometimes?
095. Heaven - Definitely with a capital DEFINITELY!
096. Santa Claus - It's a fictional character a cannot get.
097. Sex on the first date - Yeah, like only when the snail learns to bark.
098. Kissing on the First Date - Only if the date would be made perfect with the kiss.
099. Angels - Yes.

Answer Truthfully

100. Is There someone You Want To be with
right now? - Boris.

Ok, next.

Let's see if I'm an angel or devil.

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol [x]
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex [x]
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex [x]
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex [x]
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex [x]
8) watched porn [x]
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 6

11) taken pain killers [x]
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine [x]
13) lied to your parents [x]
14) lied to a friend [x]
15) snuck out of the house [x]
16) done something illegal [x]
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone [x]
19) wished someone to die [x]
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 8

21) missed curfew [x]
22) stayed out all night [x]
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [x]
24) been to a therapist [x]
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair [x]
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club [x]
30) been to a bar [x]
TOTAL: 7

31) been to a wild party [x]
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish [x]
37) wore arm bands [x]
38) wore t-shirts with band names [x]
39) listened to rap [x]
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 5

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk [x]
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something [x]
46) been too drunk to remember anything [x]
47) blacked out [x]
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor [x]
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 5

51) snuck into someone else's room [x]
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert [x]
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut [x]
56) called someone a slut [x]
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [x]
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush [x]
TOTAL: 6

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters [x]
63) cruised the mall [x]
64) skipped school [x]
65) had an eating disorder [x]
66) had an injury [x]
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying [x]
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age [x]
TOTAL: 7

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend [x]
73) cheated with someone [x]
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger [x]
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger [x]
79) been sexually harassed [x]
80) been verbally harassed [x]
TOTAL: 6

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight [x]
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight [x]
85) been to a fair [x]
86) been called a bad influence [x]
87) cursed [x]
88) prank called someone [x]
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex [x]
90) cheated on a test [x]
TOTAL: 8

91) cheated on homework [x]
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex [x]
93) been pushed into a pool [x]
94) played pool [x]
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight [x]
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you [x]
97) had a crush on someone younger than you [x]
98) wear eyeliner [x]
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt [x]
TOTAL: 9

Grand total: 67. Haha, Ok I thought it would have been more. But hey, I'm not that bad for a B3! Haha.

Ok, that's it. I'm done for now.

& I'm lovin' it
02:18

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