SAMANTHA FOO.
SMURFIE
1T10'06 2T10'07
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Stare at me,
my eyes burn for yours
Ok my 10 code conduct is too long. So here's one step at a time:
01/ Stop saying Fuck
02/ Stop eating because of unhapiness
03/ Start saving $ KACHING $
04/ STUDY HARD FOR EXAMS !
I'm going to make sure I keep to this. Mark my words.
My heart aches seeing my dad like that. I'm a bad girl. & I will make it up in due time.
You > I have to stop telling myself there's still hope because there isn't any left. If I keep pretending that you're still there, I'm not doing myself or you any good. I just hope that after the holidays whatever that's wrong between us disappears and we'd start afresh as friends or maybe only aqquintences, as classmates. I miss you, & I hate us like that. You don't deserve to be treated like that by me. I'm truly sorry things turned out like that. It's just not as easy as it seems, to be friends like how others can. Just trust me when is say I don't mean to hurt you. Give me time.
Jesus take the wheel, I'm trusting my life in You.
& I'm lovin' it
20:44
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