4am wake up calls & little chatters behind.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

~~I LOVE BORIS CHOY CHING HO (:~~

& I'm lovin' it
20:04

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Friday, March 03, 2006

Ooh Boy you lookin like you like what you see

false illusions
Now I'm happy for all the right reasons.
> IG 17! Firstly, I love the number. Secondly, I know sooooo many people in it! Until Joanne and Natasha couldn't take it.
> It was a super fun day today, at our always remembered Grandstand. Played soccer, basketball, a lil of frisbee and sprinting.
> I realised there actually IS a chance of a relationship. And I'll only spill the beans later, after March hols. So sorry Rockrchick, your dare can wait till next term.
> And later Paul~~a Abdul~~, Mathieu, Boris and Myself, with Darell Chee and maybe Natasha is going for dinner at Holland Village. Its going to be nice, I know.
> And although my dear Mindy Ng isn't happy bout it, I'm thrilled she's posted to CJC. Can't wait if she's coming. So much to introduce to her! And if she's here, she's been posted to IG 27 (:
> Today on the whole is a happy day. Though many reasons to be sad too. Like people leaving and stuff. And different classes as my t8. But there's many reasons to smile. And all the mundaneness of life has been beautifully covered up and hidden behind the smiles and laughs. All the worries of life have been wiped out, just for this time being, to let me embrace what I haven't been able to in quite a while - pleasures.
> So no smiles will go to waste today because today, is officially declared SMILEY DAY by Samantha. ((:

& I'm lovin' it
15:09

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Chain of Fools

I feel ever since Him, all my posts have gone Crazy. I don't write like how I used to now. I've become so simple and naive. Like as if, no, not like as if, its like I've fallen into the Love Trap. I'm sure of it. It sounds so cheesy, but true. And for nothing I look for trouble and stress. For nothing I have to respond silly to little gestures that may not even mean anything at all. I don't even know. And I don't want to know. Cos' I have a feeling that he doesn't share the same feeling. Our smses are not like how it should be. Then again, how should it be? I really don't know. Is it because he is shy? Or am I thinking too much? Way too much? I know I want to tell him I like him. But people tell me I shouldn't. And those people are more experienced. Yet other people tell me to tell, give it a go. I really want to tell. But we are most probably going to be in the same class, and if it isn't going to work, i really hope that it doesn't affect anything. And according to all God of Love Librans I've seen, they all react positively. If it was a no, then we'd still be friends. And if it was a yes, then woohoo! I really don't want rejection. Rejection is the last thing on my mind now. If there's anything I'm afraid of, its rejection, and bugs. There, I said it. But I think I'll go ahead with it. Go with my head, my heart. And how to say it? I think I'll just keep it short, sweet and simple. I know its going to drag eventually, but for now, the plan is to tell him straight. No beating round the bushes. I have to work on the speech there. But I have to boost my guts first. He is a nice guy, kind, gentlemanly and all. I'm attracted to him. Well, hope all goes well.

faith embrace

& I'm lovin' it
19:33

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