4am wake up calls & little chatters behind.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Grandstand mania

A super light affair
I'm going to keep it really point formed cos' i have too much to say and i want to pour it out NOW!

Anna!
Pacing, racing.
Legs not the only organ.
Cloud nine.
Different cause, slight disappointment.
But it had its possibilities.
Had a last eye contact thingy.

Frickin shack!
Class was as such.
SDP
gp
gp
Break
~~History~~Grandstand
~~Econs~~jiao home
~~Chinese~~tennis
Break
PE (:
Basketball

Amanda Tee the Rockr Chick Rocks!!!

I just feel so happy ((((((((:
But yet sad bout the Kann spreading thing.
I mean he seems like a nice person behind the scenes.
Too bad he's EGO is too BIG for anyone including himself to handle.
But ultimately, Anna's on my mind.

Here's to a hopeful Sam for a responsive Anna (:

& I'm lovin' it
20:13

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Monday, February 27, 2006

Young lady

Dejavu
I have to stop sinkin deeper and deeper. Or history will repeat itself, painfully & heartlessly. It once happened to that Libran. Now its happening to this one. I have to keep it a light affair. Or in the end, I'll be the one losing out.

"If you wrap yourself up totally in your partner, and plan your life around one person, you may resent it and lose your self-esteem and confidence." - Aries 2006, a phrase from the aries-libra compatibility.

Guess that was my mistake. According to my religion, I'm not allowed to believe in these things. But these things never cease to amuse me time after time. I'm not believing in it. I'm just terribly interested in it. So much so that I trust its predictions. And I think it is very true. Horoscopes actually are quite accurate about life matters. Like that phrase up there. It totally applies in that libran's case. And I hope it doesn't spill over into this one. Cause I really like this one. Its just a crush, maybe. Maybe I've started to infatuate. Maybe its just an attraction and nothing else. I don't know for sure. So we'll see where He takes me, whether its my time to love, with all of my heart.

& I'm lovin' it
19:32

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Saturday, February 25, 2006

A yellow flower amongst yellow flowers

Chicken Wings
Woah! This time she doesn't know for sure if this was the right choice. But all she can think of now is him. And thats all right, because its a nice feeling. And she hopes its mutual. For once, please be mutual. And she doesnt care how he does it, but whatever he's doing now, just don't stop.

& I'm lovin' it
16:16

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Friday, February 24, 2006

He comes from a foreign place,
and i live far away,
intrigues me with every move,
till I'm breathless I'm helpless I cant keep my cool.
>Its pure Infatuation.

candybar-
Just at that instant our lives first crossed,
you were a yellow flowers
in a bed of yellow flowers.
Your charm was as dim as light could remain.
Your style was the same,
it was getting lame.

Thinking of you when you're by my side.
Now you are a rose amongst a million billion thorns.
My crave for you always amuses me.
If you'd ever leave,
I could never breathe.

You're just like a candybar,
half sweet and half nuts.
Somehow you've worked your way
right to my heart.
The charm of that laughter,
the warmth of that smile.
Don't care how you do it,
don't care how you do it,
just don't stop it now,
just don't stop it now.

Now all she needs is the tune and the song's done. Will the legend Ms Rockr Chick please give suggestions if she sees this. And help her out with the tune? Please? And Ms Rockr Chick has yet to add her on msn. And she needs some help from Ms Rockr Chick. So Ms Rockr Chick please come to her rescue, if Ms Rockr Chick is reading this. Thank you.

& I'm lovin' it
18:55

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Attached with strings

the shoe fetish
Shoes are like how things go around here. Recently, she's been really spending alot of shoes and still have cravings for more. She already has more pairs of shoes than her shoe-loving mother already, and yet doesnt want to stop yet. Shoes can be used to describe many things. Where'd the phrases 'in whoever's shoes' and 'old shoes are the best' come from? Shoes are the most wonderous things on earth. Not only does it give maximum protection of the feet, it can also be seen as a fashion plusplus, an elivator, an aid in any kind of sport, and even just a decorative feature around the house. Life is very much like it too. At least she knows her life is.

Flipflops: They give her protection from the dirty filthy floor. Her family is as such too. She doesn't treat my flipflops very well exactly. Just for skimpy ocassions, and last minute resorts. Yes they are comfortable, but they aren't those that she would want to wear out to ochard road etc, just to a nearby kopitiam or something. Her flipflops sometimes make me slip and fall, and make her want to throw them away after that. But after little consideration and pondering, FLIPFLOPS ARE HER MOST RELIABLE SORT OF SHOES THAT KEEP ME BUFFED UP FOR ANYTHIN ! (well except for like fashion stuff).

Maryjanes: These are the shoes to give up on after a passing phase. Maryjanes always always matches with any skirt that she or any other girl wears. Those cute and kinky toys keep her perked and alive. And these are just shortlived. As crude as it sounds, this are those you 'use' once in a while and chuck them aside. She hates to say it, but Maryjanes are like the people she hangs out with just to get that bullet train ride to fame. After that, there they go and she would treat them like furniture soon enough.

Heels: Her favourite. For one, she is short, so her heels are so very essential in her life! Heels are not only to be worn with dresses, but with skirts and jeans and everything you'd deem fit. And she's really proud to say this- her homies, her chicks, are just like these type. Need she mention their names? Sherri, Mindy, Nes, Jerd, Huizhen, Tsemin, Karo, Zengzeng, Bennett, Bushy, once upon a time Jiawei, and my fabtastic churchies like Isabella, Pursey, John, Byron, Jerome, and countless more. Those whom gave her grace and confidence to move on. Those who never failed to help her look her best whenever, where ever. Those are dependable heels in life.

Dunks/Tennis's/Running: Like these are those who go through thick and thin with her. Those she wears almost every day. The rugardness of this pair never ceases to rely more on it. So comfortable, yet protective all around. Plus, it can also come off as fashionable and attractive. Nuff said bout this pair, cos' its any of my future boyfriends.

That pretty in a glance but tiresome in the long run pair: This is another boo boo. She buys this pair, uses it maybe once or twice, and then chuck it aside. They come along cheap anyway. These come off as 'furnitures' because whenever she passes them by, she doesnt stop to say hi or bye. Those are the ones either she detests, or cannot find time to, or slowly distant from. She'll never throw them away because they may be useful once again. But until they are, they just stay still and collect dust. She's a victim herself too anyhows.

So thats how her life compares with her shoes. Shoes are a never ending type of merchandise. Better than clothes, earings, necklaces, rings, hair accesories, handbags, and makeup. Shoes are everything in her life.

So sorry for those who literally find shoes not that affordable.

And this analysis only applies to those who can afford shoes. Which easily points out the majority. Apologies if this post has affected anyone in anyway, but this is the way it is.

& I'm lovin' it
17:24

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Sunday, February 19, 2006

We're all Cinderellas

unpredictable
>Getting kicked out of SI.
>Splurgin at every shopping outing.
>Make-up and dress-ups
>Turning more wild, more vulgar, more un-catholicish

unpredictable
Actually putting out the 'eternal' flame for mrkoh.<
And finding mranotherguy attractive, even if he's younger!<
Going out with ma chicks so often.<
Hangin with mathieu the clown.<
Amanda Tee Shi Hui the TOTAL ROCKR CHICK!!!<
Hate to say it but, 15 pts.<
Jiaoing so many classes. seriously, i thought i would be a goody2shoes.<
Liking Birkenstocks.<
Jiawei, Bennett, Bushy actually toppin the whole level ? like totally!<
Regretful of the Jiawei issue.<

stop your preachin'
Life is filled with so much inbalance. Good and evil, virtue and vice, anger and hapiness, love and hatred, and needless to say, the list goes on. Well it just struck her that life shouldn't just be all things that can be counted, things that can be guessed. In her opinion, life should be 25% predictable, and the rest unpredictable. Just like how she thought she'd be super Godly in CJC, she's now one of the more good turned bad people affected. And just like how she'd thought he was the one and the only, low and behold her target shifted, and even to a minor. She's takin chem too!! Life, however, cannot stay too unpredictable. Dont go doing everything that mirrors what you were doing. Its not healthy and not at all safe too. And if life were to be 100% unpredictable, then wouldn't it then be 100% predictable? Only the opposite of what was to be predicted. Total contradictory. Life must be filled with fear, for fear is excitement, with a lack of courage; life must also be filled with an attitude for risk-taking. What fun is there if there is no thrill in someone's life. Then that poor child would have a really protected comfort zone, really.

all turned kiddish to me

& I'm lovin' it
21:57

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