SAMANTHA FOO.
SMURFIE
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
to : jiawei
happy birthday
i know i have been real shy around you , contradicts from that message . but i dont know . i;ve braved up alot and prided down quite some . i dont know whats hindering this patch up . and i know its not that im the one holding back . but something tells me its something to do with your irritance from me . i guess i have pushed the limits for you huh . truthfully , i do get envious when she;s around . and when a funny comment is made of you or from you , i try my best not to make it known that i giggled . simply because i want to observe my place . but when you laugh at the things about me , i feel happy , because at least i know that to you , im not just some piece of furniture that you completely igonre . i;ve always treated you guys like my brothers , confided in and joked with you guys alot . especially you last time . i guess if this message were to be resummurised , it would be that i miss you , and i want to bring back what you;ve taken away from me - our friendship .
if you are here reading this , the message is not for you . she wants only one person to read it . and if he doesnt get to read it , which is forever never , then let it be there for as long as she permits .
& I'm lovin' it
16:50
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